Wednesday, December 16, 2015

It's hard sharing the most important part of yourself with someone you wish you never had to see again.


Wednesday, April 1, 2015

I've been experiencing probably the most excruciating pain of my lifetime lately. Well, in the past two years, actually. It's so hard, but, I'm trying.

Life is changing. I'm changing right along with it.

Not by choice, but by force.


Monday, January 12, 2015

I lost my sense of happiness at around 5 years old. Only after it had been stolen. I lost sight of what it felt like smelled like tasted like sounded like. I could no longer see, what I couldn’t feel.  Only what I created it to be. Falseness. Protection. Shielding. Hiding. Caged. A prison within my very own mind. My very own heart. Unable to experience anything that came from deep within. Only surface emotions. I made myself feel; without knowing what it meant to have felt. From that point on, every aspect of my life was based on what I created, not what I simply, WAS.